Monday, November 18, 2013

Jumping in the ocean

Today is a new day. It is another Tuesday morning that I am glad to see. After only writing down my thoughts in books and posting my thoughts of magic on Facebook. I decided to create my own space.

Where I could leave my thoughts, goals, and dreams here. Of course with my workings of where I am going with magick.

Now that I have taken this step, I am feeling overwhelmed with how to start this. Gotta to love new beginnings and all that they bring, though I hope to complete some things while I have this blog.

Intent-

To complete my year and a day in the Wicca path and also to strengthen myself as a witch. So I have to ask why am I doing this?

What are my goals? How will I benefit from training as witch and studying Wicca? What is my purpose?

My goals are to improve and shape my personal power. I know that I have witch like abilities, but have not taken the time to study or improve them. So now I am taking the time to do this, before completely loosing them. Also, I wish to strengthen myself with the divine, this is a lifelong goal and it will take a certain amount of work to do so.

I will benefit from training as a witch and Wiccan by knowing the lore, how to work one's power and gifts to help self and others. With Wicca it will be a merging of my self with beliefs that are foreign to me. It has taken me many years to get to this point, and I would like to use this time to fully free myself from a cycle of doubt and self-hate.

As to my purpose, it is really self empowerment and mastery of me. An knowing I build the road of life and magick that I wish to walk upon.


As to the year and a day. For over fifteen years I have put off the formal year and day of study and learning about magic and Wicca, along with systems of Witchcraft. Why? Some of it was not studying and not being allowed to study it. Also not being free to practice full without items and books being taken from me. Though after I went off to college it was more of the fear that I would be mocked for being myself or that I would make a fool of myself. Those are all painful memories, but I will have to look on them with care and see the good and the bad within. Of what can I learn from them and use to complete my year and day.

As to when I will start my year and a day, it will be December seventh of two thousand and thirteen. Why then? I would like to complete it and get started with finishing college. This also means challenging myself to what I know and what I don't know. It will be the same thing for college and it will be fun and hard work.

Note to self: Do your best, I know that you can. 

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