It happens from time to time. When doing magic and making changes you can find yourself burnt out.
Thus I have stepped away from it for now.
Well that is not completely true. I found out that when working with Kali. She takes her due for lending you her energies. She also leaves you feeling drained. Think of it like spiritual meth, you get all the energy one could ask for. Though at the end of it, your left depleted.
With that note I found the time to focus my thoughts and how I was feeling. Really good to feel this way.
With this in mind. My Beltane celebrations are going to focus also on what ideas and plans will be birthed.
Many years ago, someone once told me about birthing yourself. At the time I though they were crazy.
Now I realize, I needed to bring about the person inside to outer world. So along with getting back on my book of shadows. I will be bringing myself fully into the world. Part of me is worried about being harmed. Though I will be fine.
Now back to the plans for Beltane. A yellow candle for the sun, black for the sky. Why this combination. A meeting of the God and Goddess meeting in the day celebration, then the night where the two become one.
With a pink one to be my wish of what is to be born.
Phew... We'll on to next time.
Thus I have stepped away from it for now.
Well that is not completely true. I found out that when working with Kali. She takes her due for lending you her energies. She also leaves you feeling drained. Think of it like spiritual meth, you get all the energy one could ask for. Though at the end of it, your left depleted.
With that note I found the time to focus my thoughts and how I was feeling. Really good to feel this way.
With this in mind. My Beltane celebrations are going to focus also on what ideas and plans will be birthed.
Many years ago, someone once told me about birthing yourself. At the time I though they were crazy.
Now I realize, I needed to bring about the person inside to outer world. So along with getting back on my book of shadows. I will be bringing myself fully into the world. Part of me is worried about being harmed. Though I will be fine.
Now back to the plans for Beltane. A yellow candle for the sun, black for the sky. Why this combination. A meeting of the God and Goddess meeting in the day celebration, then the night where the two become one.
With a pink one to be my wish of what is to be born.
Phew... We'll on to next time.
