Bread

Today was Lam-mas and then day seemed cool yet bright. Still humid, though as I watched the crystal like sunshine come thru my bedroom. I remembered that today was the beginning of the harvest. That was the only thought that crossed my mind. That now was the time that fall was approaching. Today was nice, I said a thank you to the universe. Then I began to wonder what it was that I was harvesting?

Still not sure of the answer to that one. Though I still want to offer thank you for the season that comes. It means that the earth will shift a little. The days ahead will be cooler. It is interesting to see the changes in nature.

Now as the night is giving away to dawn. I am wondering of what to offer come Mabon? Though as I think about it. I have parts of myself that have grown and parts that I have lost as well. Perhaps those are what I should offer.

So the wheel turns

The wheel has turned again and now I find myself wondering about Lugh's Day. The day of the harvest. What will I offer up or what is even there for me to reap. An with the wheel so close to Mabon. I am wondering of what did I sow? What is seeds have grown now?

So far I have no real answer. Though with in mind of what Mabon brings, there is the other part of what is lost or what is laid bare. Though I will wait till October to get that underway.

Long time

So now that I've been back on track with magical work, I found myself not having a magikal clue about what it was that I wanted to do with it. I've found myself frustrated at not wanting to further myself as a woman and witch.

I've been neglecting to do the leg work for understanding how to become a better witch.

Like casting magic without taking the time to center myself and make sure that I give out the right kind of energy,

Plus it was more along the lines of conjure. My goal was to work on releasing the negativity from myself. Though this is a multi-step work. Along with the fact that I didn't say what it the core or root to the problem was. So now that the full moon is here.

I now have some research to do. However I was able to find out some information on Oba. Want to know where some the things that come natural to me come from.

There is also the books I need to finish working on reading.

Well ending the rant. Stay light and dark.