Delays and mental blocks on day four

So day two and three have passed. I have no idea where they went to, but they went along.
Day one held alot of promise for me. I was able to read up on Thalia Took's website about many Goddesses and found a new tarot deck to work with. The lore of it speaks to me somewhat.

Other than watching some movies and reading articles, I haven't been thinking about my year and day journey or journal. Right now a slurry of thoughts and ideas of what to do are running amok.

With the Thalia Took website, I hope to incorporate the Goddesses and Gods mentioned on the site as reference to what I am doing. Which is to relate how each Goddess is related to what I am doing and to make a theme of learning and understanding with each one.

Mentally I feel like I am biting too much of an apple and about to choke. May have to take it slow. A flame has to be fed slowly or it will consume too much and wither. Till then, more reading and some studying. Things are looking forward. Day four has just started and now I am feeling drained again.

Today's goals are:

Organize a space you can work at and on your B.O.S and magickal journal.

Maintain a flame on your altar.

Read more about witchcraft basics, start with the witches bible and some other books.
[Get through chapter one of the books your going to read.]

Get back into the habit of reading you tarot decks and using them more.

Complete the Goddess Tarot workbook this year, take each card one day at a time.
[If you would like to do more than one, then do so. Yet don't rush to far ahead.]

Get plenty of sleep. You need energy, too.


 

Day one of three hundred and sixty-six

An today was the start. After leaving my altar sitting and setup with pink candles. I went onto my patio and made convo with the universe. Opened up my inner self and spoke my intent for the year.

Mostly about learning, knowing self and coming into the understand that I will be learning from many traditions and backgrounds. Also I need to make sure that I honor those traditions that I will be writing from and working with.

With this in mind I have to remember to that my goal is to better myself as a witch and come to terms with the limits of my powers { funny I had typed posers in that spot. Going to figure out where that came from.} and how and what I can do with my witch powers. Also spoke of unbinding myself from a place that is no longer there.  Am I going to fail at this, maybe. Though I think I will do just fine.

Will add a pic of my altar soon. As for day two, don't know until I get there.

Running into a mess

In less than six days I will be starting on my year and day. I am worried that I won't be able to commit or even finish this. My fear is that I will get through it half way and not finish it after all this time. That it will just die and I will brush it aside like all failed things.

Also, six days and I don't even have a space ready for all this to happen. So I know that I will need to commit to not only this but remain consistent with this.

Though in my mind I am ready, in my heart it feels like I been waiting for this moment. So excited and I honestly want to keep that excitement for when I continue on with the rest of the year.